I acknowledge the fact that my studies are poorer and hence I can be blamed for pulling people down. But I ain't all of your fucking scapegoat understand. For fuck's sake stop putting the blame on me because I'm possibly and very most likely not as good. I don't want to feel how I felt the past few months when my self esteem was taking a constant beating almost every single day understand. I've had enough of this shit and I don't want it to come back. So fuck your asshole.