After thinking it through, I realise that I shouldn't continue acting like how I did for the past 2 days. I must be optimistic. For times like these one must always be strong, no matter what. Like Aaron said " She wouldn't want to see you this way."

My mum will pull through this. She always has , pulling herself through hard times. Its funny though, how bad things can only happen to good people. I guess that's the way life is.