Fucking po obession. I seriously think it's a mental illness. Fuck I don't want to suffer from bigorexia! I find myself thinking of protein shakes 24/7! Omg fucking hell no!

Jwessssttt...

WALANZ FUCK NOT FAIR WHY THE FUCK MID YEARS SO FUCKING FAST. I'm gonna fail math anyway. Fuck math.

Dumbfucks.

I have realised after everything I'm just a great gutless fucking douchebag after all.

3 months into JC and I'm not even used to it yet. So much for wishing to go JC asap. JC is a fucking nightmare with fucking tests and homework. I miss Catholic High. I miss being in an all boys school touching dicks, having friendly stall vendors, being in a big spacious campus and having awesome teachers.

Fuck de lorzx

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSEPH! YOU'RE 17. Alot of stuff has been happening the past week, hence I am fucking busy. There's history essay, econs hw, training, reach cambridge, PW ZOMGZOMGZOMG FUCK!

I must get confidence.